Friday, 1 June 2012

Out of Time.

So, the plan was for me to sort out my drama, my s*** and all my eating issues BEFORE the start of Round 2. Here we are, T Minus 2 days until Round 2 starts, I have the flu, I am down in the dumps about pretty much every part of my life and I still binge sometimes. Exercise I have under control, I feel it is important that I add that positive note in!


It is an interesting revelation though, I definitely am taking ownership of my weight-loss or lack there-of, since putting more energy into blogging, I have become exceedingly honest about my battles, the barriers I face and things going on in my head that just isn't right. It gives me more confidence in knowing I can succeed.
I just read through Jayne's last blog post about the countdown and how grateful she is on her experiences to date, it really is a beautiful journey we are on together and Jayne has really reminded me of that.


I weighed in yesterday and I lost 0.6 which was good considering the crap I have been going through, I am glad the exercise I was doing paid off. But I have also been exercising to get away from my house mate, I do not understand what is issue is at the moment but I am his favourite person to torment and when I say torment, I mean it. It causes me to feel like I can't breathe because I don't have like a part of my life that works how I need it too.


I downloaded a show called 'Secret Eaters' I plan on watching it on the weekend, I feel like I will fit into that category, it is a US show so it may be a bit over the top but that's OK I am still interested to watch it.


This definitely isn't my best blog post, I know I am generally a good blog writer because my mood oozes through the words I type, and right now you can all tell, my mood is down. I apologise for that and am working through it. I appreciate my SWSYD crew having my back and helping me get through this. I don't know what I would do without you guys.












Hot Tip: Regular and moderate exercise will stimulate the fighting T cells into doing their job, which is attacking germs and viruses!

1 comments:

Carls The Courageous said...

No matter what you write Hun, it is so truthful and honest that it is compelling. I am so sad for what you are going through, but have strong faith that your mind that is continually seeing things for what they really are, will not let you down. Self awareness, self discovery is all an important part of the journey. You have come a massive way down the track and I believe you will get to the happy place!!

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