Barbie in a Vice like grip

This is me today. I knew it was coming. I scraped my "Apple" ( my car ) on the side of the garage getting into it last night. My anxiety was flaring like nothing else yesterday and I chose to have a massive binge.

Yes I shall continue to put one foot in front of the other but I'm more than a little irritated with the world - well not really - just generally irritated because as much as I would like it to be it's never going to be as simple as calories in and calories out for me...

..side note...even though I was dizzy last night and off balance this morning I still went and did my Xtend Barre class at 6.30am. Had a major fatigue moment right in the middle, that was a genuine muscle fatigue/giving way moment as opposed to "this is too hard" mind moment.....so grateful that I didn't have to umpire Grade Netball today. My brain was not up to either the movement or running....

...anyway I'm all wrapped up in front of the heater, watching catch up tv and getting to bed really early tonight.

Perhaps I'll be Barbie-esque without a vice on my head then ;)