Realism.

No Round 3 for me. 

That's it. I have made the decision.... kind of. I keep going back and forth. I should be able to do this alone. It's not like I won't have you guys! I think I need to try this on my own, I have the tools; the gym membership, cookbooks/recipes, the workout gear, everything except the mindset.


I need to pay for my uni units, and I would like to go overseas next year just for a contiki tour or something. I have been eating much better now, I feel like me not over thinking it is actually helping me. I want to lose weight for my weigh in next Wednesday. Because it's my birthday and I feel like that would be a good present haha!

Being organised is a major one I think, as well as the emotional eating. But knowing what meal I will be eating and when is just so helpful. I don't want my weight to be an issue for the rest of my life. I need to be smart about this. It all comes down to the eating doesn't it, energy in, energy out. My body is heavy... I can burn the energy well. Its the energy I consume that I need to focus on.


I have to be realistic.I am starting uni, I am working a lot. I feel the program takes on too much of my life. Is that an excuse? I actually don't think so. The pressure I put on myself to follow it to a T causes me to stumble. I can do this, I won't disappear. I will stick around and keep pushing myself and still be a part of your lives haha.


I turn 27 next week, and for some reason 27 is a scary age for me. Like... very scary. I am not where I thought I would be at 27. I though't I'd be married to be honest and I'm not but that's OK. I am considering getting a tattoo and not telling anyone until I do it. But I don't know what to get and I would love some thoughts. I just want something small but it is a big deal, I feel I just need something major?


Anyway, that's where I am at. I feel like I suck at blogging these days, I apologise. Life just must be getting boring.













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